Friday 26 April 2013

BACKLIGHT THROUGH A HOTEL WINDOW




A stream of light cuts through the night
Reflected outline sways

Electric sheen a mirrored beam
That takes me into day

I know that now that fantasy’s gone,
Don’t make it stay away,

Please tell me it’s not just a prop,
this clarity will never stop,
That shadows won’t come today;
No shadows here today.

But it’s just me, that I can see,
In backlit windowed haze,
Though sometimes there, an image shared,
may just be there for me;

may just be there for you;
may just be there for me.

The Door


Your eyes are sad and wide I see,
And rimmed with tears, but stoically
You set the laughter lines for me,
And knowing that you’ve been set free,
I falter at the door.

Friday 12 April 2013

ALCHEMIST'S GOLD



Live in the void
And I wish you well
Untouched by the sound, the peel-less bell,

But each of the levels of dante’s hell,
Just a door to open, gateway for the soul
And the golden alloy, is alchemy’s goal

And when the bells peel,
And sound is not pained,
By alchemist’s fire, golden life is attained,

The music will not be harmony drained,
But a symphony of dance,
No jackets restrained,

For only then can we know,
what’s lost is not gained,
And a single, silent, cloud, can still bring rain.

Older grows things that I’ve seen
Some places been
And others dreamed

There is a place that will be mine
A land of storms or sea calm brine
Yet in the end our fates all rhyme

I’d pick up my bags and go away
Though heavy bags may be a sign
Perhaps another place, another time

Another place another time
Another place another time
Yet in the end our fates all rhyme

So I see her face down from the mountain
The light her eyes, an aura surrounding
And laughter it is her youthful fountain

I have to rewrite
Some thoughts long owned
Experience must needs re-grow

 Like the day was dressed
in mourning clothes
The funeral’s past, the coffin closed

We walk along the potted road
Trip and stutter
the long wide holes

But someone said       
there’ll be a wake
Attended by smiles so often faked

We drink your health
oh, dear departed
But remember when it all started

So now rewrite
Some thoughts long owned
Experience has been re-grown

And I have learned, or at least there’s hope

Another place another time
Another place another time
Though still in the end our fates all rhyme







The Shoe


Your eyes are sad and wide I see,

And rimmed with tears, but stoically

You set the laughter lines for me

But knowing that you’ve been set free

You falter from your history

Yet past is past and present too

Your days have been far too few 

To let the blisters form a queue

Time now to try another shoe

Monday 25 March 2013

But Embers Lose Their Glow


I want to laugh
I want to cry
I want to know if you know why

Across a room
I saw your face
I felt the warmth of your embrace

And as you smile
The sun did shine
Into your arms I’d lived long miles

But I know that you are fire and ice
I know your flame can be so bright

But embers lose their glow
Ice in Spring it melts like snow
And yet I said that I need you so

But I don’t know if that was right
A partial loss of sight
Full Moon surrounds this writing night

So tell me please
You walked away
I want to know was it with ease?

But at my door
You turned and saw
No future to explore

As you turned
The sun came out
And from my voice you heard no sound

For I know that you are fire and ice
I know your flame can be so bright

But embers lose their glow
And ice in Spring as water flows
Did I say that I need you so?

But now I know that that’s not right
So now I’m sure that that’s not right

Saturday 23 February 2013

The Paradox



I’m a Saint, I’m a sinner,               
Not sure which one’s the winner,
Perhaps one day I’ll know
It’s your perception shapes the show    

An each way bet the sliding door
But can what’s changed be changed far more
And if what’s changed before is changed again
Did it really change at all; does blood still flow in the same veins

So can I close the sliding door
And then what’s changed shall echo more
Buying one thing not the other,
You’re in one shop, me another

Am I eclipsed by the Sun             
Or shadow overcast by someone            
And must the Stars realign, for you to re-assign
The role I want to play, in your grand design

I know I’m weak and I know I’m strong                  Sometimes I’m right       Sometimes I’m wrong
The wind is hot and blows for so long                      I missed you but didn’t know until you were gone
I missed you but didn’t know until you were gone

There’s a tunnel at the end of the light                  I’m on a train so long no end in sight
Another day it might feel wrong                                               Tonight my message is too long
Tonight my message is too long

About how I feel when I hear your voice                               And wonder why you made your choice
The paradox of life is what I haunt                           The more you love me the more you want
But when you know me, you know what not to want

Breaking news like a breaking heart                        I pretend not to care right from the start
But then I phone and hear your voice                     A perfect beginning but you made your choice
A perfect beginning but you made your choice

The paradox of life is what I haunt                           But when you know me, you know what not to want
So how do I buy a train ticket to get back              Or is my luggage always on the waiting rack
Yet the wine flows uphill in the dining car             While I look for my bridge too far
While I look for my bridge too far

No need to staunch clear blood that’s not yet flown
But still Bastille must be overthrown
But when you know me, you know what not to want
But when you know me, you know what not to want

I’m a Saint, I’m a sinner,               
not sure which ones the winner
Neither one thing nor the other,
I was in one shop; you were in another

Sometimes I think about the life that I have lead                                              
Some storms, some daylight, some greed and bread
Do I still have a reason here                       
Or is my purpose served my dear

Am I standing here eclipsed by Sun
And when solar shadow sets, will I still be here to run

I’m a Saint, I’m a sinner
Not sure which ones the winner                              
Neither one thing nor the other,
I was in one shop; you were in another

Saturday 19 January 2013

The Tunnel and It's Ending Light




The Tunnel (and its ending light)


I can see the
Shining light that
Dances in time with your smile

Your laughing face

Through the roads of my life

But your eyes are worth walking that mile

As people and places
May blend over time
Your voice is a constant song

 And with each of the days

Is lifted the haze

As your shining light dances in time

 I’ve been running through
I’ve been running through
The tunnel of the underground

 But now above the ground

And now above the ground

Now above the ground, your touch is the light and lasting sound

YOU'RE LATE




YO   YOU’RE LATE

I don’t know if I can fly

I don’t know, but I have to try

The pictures in my head paint only you

The things I think you’ll say will all come true


And as a sign see the morningmoon falling from the sky

Eyes concentrated on horizons waiting knowing that you’re nearby

Before this day's gone or soon the sky’s two suns will shine & you’ll arrive

Intertwined with love's true lasting gloss come alive happyily no more to be shy

THE HOLIDAY OF LOSS



THE HOLIDAY OF LOSS

Will you search for me tonight?
 Or is it to be a hollow twilight
We’ve both moved on and yet we might
Find undercarriage for our flight
With he landing strip of home in sight
Will I be back tomorrow night
The holiday of loss remains
There is no loss but only gain
There is no loss but only gain
The holiday of loss remains

When you’re away it’s hard to say
That I’m at home and see the light has fallen west
The Sun’s gone down to light the rest
As they wake up I’m still awake, though in the end it’s them who’ve slept

Are they aware of what lies East
A broken dream, no sleeping beast
Shall stand so tall disturb the light
No shadows lift them from the height
Of sunny easy normal day

It gets no better for them now
For even well trimmed sail and prow
Can drive in only one direction
Soft and slow meanders imperfection

So no, I’m not allowed to take a break
The trees through wind the branches shake
As usually some fruit will fall
While I wilt to the ground and slowly crawl

But yet I know what strives direction
Not this life should seek perfection
The best we can is strike the game
And win some of the points for which we aim
The game we play so hard to win
But yet has small meaning in the end

Unless behind a mark we leave
Indelible this web we weave
I walk a dog, a simple thing
Yet marks he leaves restricting reach
When birds can simply walk a beach
Or skywards spread their open wings

LOSS OF GRAVITY




We have to meet before we say goodbye
It’s not as though we didn’t try
As my planet leaves your solar system
Warmth of your sun it isn’t questioned
There can be no future in a lie

What looks like fear
Tastes like tears, I don’t
Mean to cause you pain
And surely this a mutual refrain?

For when we talk
I think you’ll know
That the song we sing, the key’s too low
And there’s no point in playing chords
When the music really has no words

A "HIDEAWAY COTTAGE" STORM




A “HIDEWAWAY COTTAGE” STORM

Aqua arrows spear woodcrossed window panes
As the powerstation sky explodes

In the distance soft trees waltz
Slowly swaying to the song like comfortable late night lovers
On an empty floor
They fear no lightening strike

But outside the window it is turbulent
The wind excites this dance
A troubled heavymetal symphony of
Leaves and rocketing raindrops exploding in waves to the ground

In the valley, seconds are eternal,
And like time, the storm is more gentle with distance

And in time even echoes fade.

A TAMBOURINE MOUNTAIN STORM


Wildwooded wind whips boisterously

Below featherbedded sky,

Huladancing leaves hips thrown left then right, like seafull-fish in schools running from the 
shark’s attack,

Suicidal boughs
Threaten to crack and loudly cry,

Clouds run by my window, breathing wetwhite mists
across rainforest canopy,
like masts of violent sail boats, enraged in threatened tack.

And I lay on lofted bed,
Softsound of tapdropped water flowing from a kitchen far below,
contradicting the weather beaten world outside,
and keeps arms length the sounds of cold-damp waiting day,

I am warm in firefuelled air around me,
As I listen to the hissingkissing bacon, and barely eggboiled water,
And watch raging swirls fight the temperate envelope
of my woodfloored bungalow.


THE DOLPHINS


(at Spooky’s, Angourie, Northern NSW)

From the point, sky-clock ticking,
Earth slowly spinning,
Hard to believe it only took a week to make,
But God cleaned up with his spade and rake,
The Sun is setting, the crowd is thinning,
And wave after wave on rock after rock,
The waves like drills through rocks are winning.  

The farther I stare, the more I care
To let my eyes flow,
Investigate the drift below,
I see in those waves like dryland snorkeling in a fluid haze
A seashow resisting my squinting gaze,
And as the unsettled night drifts this way,
I want to stay, I want to play
Like childrens’ faces in parks grinning.

Sundragon’s fire going shyly out,
The wind though, sometimes even seems to shout,
But other times whispers gently, about
Time’s real beginning,
The seawhite hands of waves roll from the left,
Sprayed fists and mists blow from the right,
The Sun’s still rests into mattresslumpy night,
The symmetry is broken by the wind and water chest-beating in frenzied fight.

But beyond the white lines, on a calm day a semaphore of elation,
The cipher says stay away today from this troubled corner of creation,
Not meant for gills that died before birth in evolution’s sophistication,

I’m sitting on a wavedrilled rock avoiding this swirling confrontation,
Just able to be seen and surfing,
Like those memoried children’s parkfaces grinning,  
A symphony of dolphins in ragged formation,
But yet no gills have they for breathing,
As all the while the light is dimming.

No land they walk, nor ocean I swim, but in this serendipitous meeting
Of troubled night from seaboiled rocky seating,
There is frustrated dreaming,
I will become a dolphin on land
To breathe life’s air, simple purpose in hand
Crossing earth’s waves not previously spanned
And I see at this place, as though through binocular’d eyes,
That as a dolphin I may be a peacefilled man.

Here, white water, with mist off the back,
Evening surfers defy the cipher, dolphins play, an orderly stampede at sea,
The game is on in patternless melee,
And a part of this I want to be me.

As water erupts in an unending demand
of hollow shapes that challenge the sand,
A surfing competition, between mammals of still evolving strands,
If only to see who’s first to the beach or who lasts the longer,
The surfer above or dolphin beneath, and which of the two should I wistfully ponder?
Both breathing air but which belongs, and where, and which the stronger?

No matter now, I know where I am,
To be a dolphin on earth-bound land,
To seek to adapt across the sand,
Sun’s falling yellow disk surveys and sighs,
For on this point of rock, as Sun dragon’s fire slowly dies,
I know as surfers strive to shore, awaiting tomorrow’s ultra-violet lotion,
That these streamlined dolphins belong in the ocean.